Whatever the pressures are to the contrary, the serious Christian must keep a careful watch over the inner state and attitude of his own soul. Just as there are temptations for the careless and the idle Christian, so, too, are there snares for the Christian who becomes too busy. We are too busy whenever we cannot safeguard our times of private prayer, meditation, and devotional Bible reading. What happens when outward duties become excessive and over-demanding is that inner, secret duties are performed in a merely routine way. It is all too possible to conduct our private and family worship with our minds half taken up with other things. We persuade ourselves that we have been worshipping God but, on such occasions, we have been no better than those to whom God said, “This people draweth nigh unto Me with their mouth, and honoureth Me with their lips; but their heart is far from Me” (Matthew 15:8).
The tendency of our soul when we allow ourselves to pray, read, and worship with only half our minds is that we become accustomed to it. “Practice makes perfect” in bad habits as well as in good ones. Days go by when we attend to the familiar work of secret worship in our “closet” and yet never really put our heart in what we are doing. The sacred page is turned, but the lofty truths which we are reading have no effect upon our minds our upon our characters. This bad practice, if indulged in for long, becomes the norm. Days become weeks and weeks become months during which we unconsciously slip deeper and deeper into the practice of prayerless praying and shallow, unfeeling devotions. For this soul sleep, there is a high price to pay.
How do we account for the fact that scores and hundreds of persons who once called themselves “evangelical” and even “Reformed” have, over the years, slipped from this early zeal for God into an easy conformity? Their once burning concern to defend and promote the truth of God has, in too many cases, become no more than a comfortable acceptance of the prevailing apathy. No doubt there is, in us all, a youthful exuberance which requires curbing and maturing with the experience gained as we grow in knowledge. But, if growth in knowledge results in loss of conviction, loss of zeal for truth, loss of passion for the distinctives of the gospel, and a willingness to associate with the enemies of the truth, we have paid too high a price for our “knowledge.” Something has been forgotten. The excellence of true religion is that it exerts a power over our heart and over our entire life. This power is the spiritual influence of grace and truth acting on every part of our souls and firing us with a conscientious desire to advance God’s honour with all our might in this world as long as we live. When we cease to live realistically for God, commending truth fervently and combatting error unflinchingly, we betray the fact that the power of God has declined in our life. We can still repeat the formulas of orthodoxy, perhaps, and we can still say what is sound and Scriptural. But there is not the same passion or conviction in what we say. It is, sadly, all too clear that, although, in such cases, we retain a “form of godliness,” we have “denied the power thereof” (2 Timothy 3:5).
From: Great God of Wonders: The Life of Grace and the Hope of Glory by Maurice Roberts (Edinburgh: The Banner of Truth Trust, 2003), pp. 3-5.
The Rev. Maurice Roberts was born in Chester, England, in 1938.